tuesdays with lily

it is 122 pm and i am still in my pajamas. holding a crying baby, feeling guilty for just feeding her 2 ounces of formula cause i seem to be out of milk. needed to journal cause i had to get these feelings out, thus the one handed typing, baby in other arm, with no capital letters and limited punctuation. was feeling overwhelmed and tired this morning so went back to bed, nursing lily in bed. now am stressed over messy house and very much needing a shower. could break down into a puddle on the floor very easily. but still thinking this is right where i need to be ...